To process understanding how racism works out today in 2024 one has to be able to actually fathom that the burned Library of Alexandria is the Biblical Tower of Babel. Timeless time bomb data has been convoluted never really handled properly ever. Ordinary regular folk aka people perpetuate any lie by convincing themselves first fully that the lie can be believed as a truth. Fast forward from a far distant Ancient prehistoric past to present digital modern 2024 the black woman is not in control power or really organized if I cannot turn to any professional including my own Congresswoman's office for real useful lucrative legal assistance. The reality is that low income people are suppose to stay low income due to intentional caste system design. This limited concept seems to be completely absurd to any educated mind until one is pushed physically all the way against the institutionalized on-going non stop production.
I have an advanced degree that requires me to fully devise my own career but I exist using a support system of public housing because the job market doesn't support invention innovation and ingenuity that is black or female and it is not even considered any are well trained. White woman who speak Spanish and have black babies are the only single mothers that are supported that I have experienced or seen. Current business is read using write-offs or losses as profits in return. The reality is that black people are not legally valid unless bi-racial mix which is why black people have married outside the race. All any have to review is the former 'black" President and current "black" Vice President's identities as lawyers. If black people are not celebrities sports musicians actors entertainers the next high profile role is attorney/lawyers. These colorless politicians are all attorney/lawyers focused on their legacy retirements only. This legal ladder of attorney lawyer politician holds the only two fields that earn enough to be competitively valid identities given worthwhile placements as being actual good people.
2024 Racism is completely convoluted as an emotional experience without any accountability or victim support. There are varying degrees of treatment from different races and different classes of people. Oddly enough the surprise perk is black people can utilize racism towards other black people while working together as supposedly as allies. This is how the caste/indentured/debt system is maintained. Currently Section 8 Housing is Federal support for low income families. Spring 2023 I had the black Executive Director of Berkeley Housing Authority tell me verbatim that I wasn't suppose to have a MA degree as a recipient of this housing aid. While digesting this belittlement of my actual life existence I had to also process the new agenda of this Housing Authority supporting owners first. What this support for owners first means is that simply owners are now paid by the government for vacant apartments. In tandem the meaning is that the housing recipient has no solid agency support while signing a contract that relies upon the Golden Rule of the low income person. In conclusion this Golden Rule contract creates a consistent outcome with zero legal defense for the Section 8 recipient especially against the owner despite Eviction Defense Agencies. The offensiveness the tenant experiences is suppose to inspire them to get off no longer be under public housing only.
Fall 2023 I enrolled in Peralta system's Berkeley City College open free classes for anyone to register Fall semester to pursue an associate's degree that I have the capacity for Math & Science using Analytical Chemistry. This BCC Institution doesn't really provide the whole academic array of junior associate degrees. The entire junior college structure is set up to cater to a young foreign student before an older non traditional student. The primary achievement after transferring students to other campuses is delivering certificate based achievement. The only 2023 fall available classes for me to take at the Berkeley Peralta campus were actually Art and Animation classes. Early in the semester the Animation Dept. put on the 20th Show of Shows a film of fifteen animation shorts that were suppose to be the best films produced 2016. This CALARTS "Barry the Goat" Short Animation Skit was so racist stealing the first four minutes of the movie Dear White People; I was the only person disturbed viewing it. This was the most modern racist cartoon I had seen poking fun of former President Obama seeing his nickname is Barry in some circles. Turns out the Animation instructors all went to CALARTS so there is no challenging how folks were and/or are trained.
There are twelve principles as a foundation of making animation. The single principle of "squash and stretch" pulled my senses demanding my close discernment. Squash and Stretch is exactly what racism does without being seen. I did not share this specifics of Squash and Stretch because that would require making Disney accountable. When I confronted the Animation Department about the Show of Shows animation racism, the racism was put back to me to write out and detail my concerns. I did that. When I explained that I needed a handler and was discussing the dynamics of dueling dual citizenship face to face in person's response was laughter walking away. The walking away was in unison delivering to me the phrase, "Keep Hope Alive." Oddly enough the Animation Department sent me to BCC's black female therapist. The black female therapist had me talk with a her trainee who is a biracial woman who has an African name that has been uniquely Westernized by her white mother. Not only did I have to analyze my own circumstances unassisted the lead black therapist had the discernment to tell me that I was caught in my feelings when specifically addressing what I needed.
The simplest test I could use to judge if this kind therapy trainee could handle my conversation was determined simply by seeing if she had been raised on Beatrix Potter books. I asked showing her the book pictured herein. She wasn't so she didn't have a base foundation to fully process discussing anything properly with me understanding my references fully. And I did explain that as kindly as I was able. Simply Potter's Jemima Puddle Duck story is an adaptation of the pancake mix enterprise 10 years later. Appropriation is racism that hides itself using book story and movies legally. The final BCC therapy outcome besides telling me that I was caught in my feelings was giving me a referral list of therapists where none could help me. Seeing this list is her field one would think she could make a valid referral. Again the reality is people have to feel secure lying to themselves before they lie to others or project their emotional or mental being. This field of therapy holds great power declaring anyone's sanity.
Published in 1908 The author of "The Tale of Peter Rabbit."
The Art Department should have been a sanctuary for my skills. However the first day the drawing instructor informed the sculpture instructor that I had an advanced degree. This first day informative exchange that these two instructors had was racists because there was no need to discuss my capacity if anyone was capable of honoring me. This information they exchanged jump started the sculpture instructor's personal bias and insecurities. This male drawing professor moved to the Bay shortly before I did. I informed him at the end of the Fall term that he didn't even have perspective to know I moved to California from Colorado's exact same town after him. The female sculpture instructor in her class during critique not only asserted that I surely could not know the meaning of rose colored lenses she stole my homophone research that I introduced and used for her new approach being unaccountable with exhibition showing student's work.
This class' cake's icing was her random end of class shout out encouraging students to not cannibalize each others work. The sculpture class began with three black women and the last two months of the term semester I was the only black person in her class. Her treatment of me was observed by other students because of this awkward first day power trip exchanged communicating anything concerning me. I asked students who had been dropped or no longer taking the class if they noticed this first day encounter. It was agreed that it was foul. The truth is the class was the worst class I have ever taken studying Art. The lack of safety concerns is and was amplified not having any equipment and that variable alone is intentionally designed as modern Fine Art Education.
Reviewing the positioning actual private school instructors who do not live with in the City perimeters teaching a public based institution setting that claims community is intentionally designed and set up as such. And this private public sectors is emphasized with the Art Dept. telling students they should strive to attend CALARTS. While on the other hand the Animation Dept. CALARTS wasn't pushed as a desirable place to study unless really situated to absorb large debt. Personally inside the BCC campus I was treated abysmal worse than ill on countless occasions by people of color with power and authority in their position using their role. I had an older than me 20 years my senior black woman tell me she had been taking classes for a while and a black instructor told her maybe she couldn't pass his class. I found this disturbingly weird because this Junior College level is suppose to have tutors and a whole support system that insures success.
2023 Racism my official Berkeley City experience was me crying on Telegraph street in front of Chase Bank in downtown a block from BCC campus trying to understand how there is no community and District 3 my actual City Councilman walking past me telling me with no empathy not to cry. My response with tears dripped down my face was calmly explaining to him that his law degree plus how he has been taught legally to manipulate any care concern or real compassion is exactly why I was crying. And specifically him shorting me $2000.00 dollars on a Federal Artists Recovery Grant under COVID-19 is exactly how he his office and his City position exist being the racist oppressing me. He had bought coffee and exerted he couldn't be held up consoling me to be late to a City meeting. I immediately followed up this encounter with an email to inform him that I do not support him as the next mayor despite his autopiloted positioning. And re-emphasized that his treatment legally is racism. There is no support therapy to be accessed with ease "Self Care" has been officially branded by the government as a possible way. Basic addition math skills my circumstances are a liability for any therapy or pschology practice. This is how racism works out effectively never being properly confronted or handled while treating the impoverished victim poorly.
The very worst being is not only projected upon black people; it is assumed that somehow being black the person deserves the worst treatment consistently. What I find the most intriguing variable is that no intelligence is used or assumed possible being black unless holding validated financial status. My professional assessment is that it is impossible to rationalize about racism with anyone raised in an insulated one high school town that’s uses a logo that is a wasp.
This is the official last entry of this website edited MLK Day January 15, 2024
There has been a breach in data reviewing just two books. An acronym MLK Day and any MLK road exact graphing making black lives unseen comical cartoons. Booking black people "them" is a graphic novel idea reviewing reel real moving pictures.
January 31, 2024 I found this book about racism in Animation foundations that is only for academic release:
February 8, 2024 Found this lovely summary of Jim Crow"s Origin:
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